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[02 Apr 2006|11:24pm] I've been so happy for the past three weeks. I think it is a combination of not working and not having Jen Walls here. :o) Last week and this week are friggin hell weeks. I have so much shit to do and I have no idea how I am going to do it all. Fuuuuuuuck man. I think I have a huge crush on a kid from work. But I don't think I would ever pursue it...a) because I think one of my other friends digs him and b) I don't think anything would ever work out between us. Maybe cause I am a huge tool and can never get close to anybody. Who knows. I also met a really really nice guy at the bar but since I only like assholes who are mean to me, nothing will happen with that either. I am freaking out about plans after college. I really want to go to grad school and get a PhD in biochem but I get really scared that I won't get in anywhere. And that I dont have enough research experience (which I dont). I really really need to find something for this summer and I really hope things work out. Ughhh. I hate growing up. I seriosuly wish I could be this age forevre and never have to worry about getting a job. Fuck that. I have been talking to Kai lately and I decided that I love him. But not in a boyfriend lovey kind of way. Like a brother kind of way. He is the shit. I also want to start hanging out with Danny again! And just get wasted and listen to them play guitar. I want to learn how to play the drums. And be in a band and be awesome. I also want to surf. I really really think it would be wicked awesome. Too bad I dont live in CA. Spring break was awesome! We had tons of fun and did a bunch of touristy shit. I loved CA. It was so chill everywhere and there were tons of hot skater/surfer guys. HOT. My mom might be moving to LA if she gets a job out there. Which would be ridiculously crazy and I would be sad and happy at the same time. I need to go to bed. Or study. Or something along those lines. Byebye. Are You In? ... 1 Wanted to Play.

[08 Mar 2006|01:48pm] Spring break in a little more than a week! Cali here we comeeeee!! Then I am going to URI to see Kris...tres excited for that! Then I am going to Beantown to see Snow Patrol with my mommy. They are awesome and it's at the paradise which is a wicked small venue and that is awesome. I have the best news mmm...ever. jen finally moved out!!!! She came in here with a shit ton of boxes and I swear that I started singing "Hallelujah"...or maybe just humming it. But she moved out in one night...she's gone and now we are getting a new roommate! We stalked her on facebook and she seems pretty normal. I don't think she drinks though...so she may hate us on Thursday nights when we come home drunk. Oh welllll. I have an exam tomorrow but I am too lazy to start studying...I am going to be fuckeddddd. Ok I might nap and then study before lab. Bye bye. Are You In? ....

[27 Feb 2006|08:49pm] YAYYY!!! I am so excited for spring break. Friday through Thursday- Cali with my loves baby!! I have always wanted to go to Cali!! We are staying with Laura's aunt in San Diego and she lives like 5 minutes from the beach. I am excited! Friday-Driving to New England and stopping in RI to visit Kris...soooo excited to see her! Saturday- Boston to see my mom and Snow Patrol at the Paradise rock club! And I am legal now so I can drink biatchhhh! Sunday- driving back to MD...no fun. AHHHHHH so excited! Ok 24 is on...bye. Are You In? ....

[23 Feb 2006|12:48am] I decided that I am going to try to write in here more...and not just when I am pissed or sad. Ok. Sweet. School has been pretty good this semester. My classes are pretty intense but I am keeping up with everything so far. Red Lobster sucks a huge cock. They schedule me wayyyy too much and I have no time to go out and play. Or have a day to just relax and do nothing. Fuckers. I haven't been running lately because I have been so busy and it sucks. I miss it. Hopefully it will get warm soon so I can run outside instead of walking 10 miles to the gym. I need to find a bf. Or I need to get laid. One or the other. Tomorrow we are going out for Jessica's 21st bday! First we are doing dinner at olive garden and then going to santa fe. It shall be a fun time! I have an exam tomorrow. I didn't really study that much. Oops. I'm going to bed. Goodnight. Are You In? ....

[13 Jan 2006|03:23am] I am shady. Apparently. Fuck that. I am so fucked up sometimes. Fuck you. I hate you. I hate you so much. Are You In? ....

[17 Nov 2005|10:48pm] I am so burnt out. I took on way too much this semester and it has finally caught up to me. I seriosuly cannot wait for December 20. And Thanksgiving which is so soon! I can't wait to see my sisters. I met a boy. He started off a one night stand and we have been hanging out since...hahahaha. Who would have figured? He is such a dork and I love it...he might as bad as me and beefer which is pretty bad. I am kind of scared to let myself have feelings though...so im not really letting myself. We'll see what happens. I wanted to write in this but i dont really have anything else to write right now. I'm going to go do work, read and sleep. Hahaha im reading a book on buddhism...its sweet. Ok im done. Are You In? ....

[18 Sep 2005|03:31am] Can I please have more drama in my life? Please? I am scared that one of my friends is turning bulimic but blames it on being sick. Yet she throws up after every meal which is real fucking convenient. One of my roommates has enough issues with me that her bf won't serve me at the bar, yet she treats me the same as she always has and says absolutely nothing to me. I am glad Laura and Jessica are not full of drama because I might cry if they were. I love them. I miss Krissy and Beefer like crazy. They are my sisters for life for real. I love them as well. I have little crushes. But I know they will go nowhere. And mixing business with pleasure never works out well. I miss a relationship I once had with someone and it was not even that significant or anything. I just wish things had ended up differently. I am wasted and going to bed. Goodnight Are You In? ....

[03 Apr 2005|04:56pm] Friends only...Comment to be added Are You In? ... 1 Wanted to Play.

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